Thursday, March 29, 2007
my retarded way of life ♥
everydae was like a new dae 2 mi..itz seem like my endin will be long x1000000000 time den will end....
ytd i saw her wif her bf....i realy cant believe my eyes...i oso duno WTF i was tinkin...i wanted 2 go up n ask her y she iz doing tis tink 2 mi..itz been 2yrs since we last chat...i dun haf e courage 2 even send u an sms.....nw i noe i was in e wrg i noe i was tt stupid i noe i break tt promise i gave 2 u frm e start....iz a chance iz so difficult 2 get frm u......i wish i could gif up on my thoughts 4 u..i realy wish i could................ i wish i could gif a punch on his face...lookin at e smile u gave him it make mi tink back y i couldn't control myself in e past....i realy feel so useless infront of u....i onli wish tt he can gif u wad i couldn't gif u in e past....i nv gif up on anitink,gifing up on u was e greatest mistake tt i had made....even though hw uch i had change u still wun be back 4 mi...maybe ytd was a dream tt i wanted 2 make so long n will be e last 1....
i wun cry 4 u animore..i wun eat tt ice-cream we ate 2geter ani more n i will smile like i oways do infront of u.........................
*cheerz n DUN TK DRUGS
